IT FALLS APART excerpt

Hi friends! I know it’s been a long while since I updated the blog—pandemic life, ammiright?—but I am hoping to give you guys a more substantial update soon. Today’s post is not that, but it is new content, so, that counts for something right? Right?? Okay fine. A real update. SOON. But back to the subject of this post: a big thank you to Jessa over at The Storytellers for featuring IT FALLS APART on her Commaful story blog. If you’re interested in flipping through a visually-driven excerpt from IT FALLS APART, you can check it out below:

forty-eight (a pandemic love story)

It had been the longest forty-eight hours.

They’d made a decision to take the test—to take on everything that meant—after weeks of DMs, texts, and Zoom calls. Oh, the Zoom calls. The very memory of them made her blush. Made everything deep inside stand at attention.

He’d looked so good on those calls, a tantalizing progression from first date attire, to sexy loungewear, to that one night, when it was late, and they’d engaged in a game of chicken.

One. Article. Of. Clothing. At. A. Time.

Goddamn, how she’d wanted to pry her laptop open, slip a hand inside, and stroke every last inch of him.

Now she’d actually get to. Maybe.

Forty-eight hours and counting.

There was always Netflix to pass the time and indeed, there’d been A LOT of Netflix to pass the time. She went into the kitchen and poured a scoop of kernels into the air popper before flicking on the machine. It whirred to life, the sound both comforting and familiar, an echo of a time when it hadn’t necessarily signaled another evening spent alone. Her mind began to space out as the kernels swirled, lost in another year. Hell, another decade. Her phone buzzed against the ceramic countertop. She almost didn’t hear it, but then it registered, off-tempo. She grabbed it with both hands and saw the message she’d been waiting on. It held a single word: Negative.

Boy, same.

This was it. This was really, truly it. She flicked off the air popper because who had time for that now, and rushed to shower, shave—definitely shave—and change into something that accentuated everything she’d mirthfully teased over webcam.

They were finally going to meet. And it was going to be everything.

Ninety minutes later, she was in the lobby of her building, her breath pooling against the front windowpane in a seeping fog of anticipation. The weather was cool, but spring was practiced at finding tiny cracks in which to put down roots. Good things to come, she just knew it. She sensed him before she truly saw him, a dark figure moving down the sidewalk. His steps were solid and heavy against the last of the snow, but careful, the way they are when someone’s looking for something. In his case, her building. Her.

She moved to open the door, save him the text or attempt to use the broken intercom.

From the doorway: “Hi.”

He looked up, smiled. It was devastating. “Hey, it’s you!”

“It’s me.”

He moved past her into the lobby and even bundled in a wool coat, she could feel his heat. It struck hard and fast, the way she somehow knew it would.

She let the door drift shut behind him, closing them in, alone in the slender entryway.

She invited him to follow her inside, but he ran a hand over her shoulder, urging her to wait. She turned in time to watch as he peeled off his mask.

The face she’d so carefully studied through the screen was real.

She hooked a finger through the strap of her own mask and let the slip of fabric fall away, leaving her bare and missing everything normal, and in one desperate stride he was there, his mouth colliding with hers in a slow, stirring kiss that was unquestionably worth forty-eight hours, and forty-eight days, and every single second in between.

They say Covid-19 can impact the heart—but she’d never imagined it would be like this.

His hand in hers, she led him to her apartment, isolated no more. 

throw away the sides

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It’s been…a time. I mean, it’s been a time for all of us, hasn’t it? I’m not going to deep dive into the pain and struggle that was 2020 here. You know what it was like—you were there. And besides, we’re kinda still living it now in 2021; we just know a lot more than we did a year ago. For me, time became a more precious commodity than ever before. There was continuing to work at home full-time, online learning for the kids, maintaining a household that nobody ever leaves (do not recommend)… there was grief, there was loss, there was and continues to be so many emotions that will probably take a long time to process. But what I want to focus on today, in this long overdue blog post, is the fact that in the middle of all that, I managed to carve out enough time to finish my YA Survival Sci-Fi, THE BONE HARVEST, a book that should’ve been finished back in March 2020 until—you guessed it. A global pandemic hit. Who’d have ever guessed that would suddenly become a legitimate reason to not have the time or mental capcity to write? Well, epidemiologists for starters… but I digress.

THE BONE HARVEST is a book that was a long time in the making—the first book I wrote while working full-time and running my own business, with two kids constantly asking me for things like food and entertainment. Such a task is not for the faint of heart. But I finished the book—during a pandemic no less. And along the way, I learned some things about my own writing habits and how to improve and modify them to better suit this busy life. I’m incredibly proud of this book, not just because I finished it, but also because I think it’s pretty great. Writing a book is a series of break-ups and make-ups. Some days you love it, and some days you hate it, and some days you think it’s brilliant and clever, and some days you think you’re a hack who should pack it in once and for all. Usually, by the time I’m finished writing a book, I land somewhere around “this is pretty good.” I feel confident—maybe this book will be the one? But with every book I’ve written, I’ve been reminded of the importance of something I now tell my editing clients: no matter how good or bad or unsure you feel about the finished product, at some point, you’ve gotta let it go.

Allow me to explain: Not long ago, I came across some advice by actor, Michael B. Jordan, who said he throws away his sides after every audition (sides, for those who aren’t familiar with the term, are basically an excerpt from a script, used to isolate just what’s needed for a day of shooting, or an audition). Jordan’s line of thinking is that once he auditions for a role, it’s done, it’s out there, and there’s no longer anything he can do about it. In order for him to move on, to not obsess over it, he ditches the physical reminder and shifts his focus to something new, and I gotta say, I love that approach. It’s advice that can easily apply to a lot of things we want, but can’t control once it’s out of our hands, be it an audition, a query letter, a job application, an interview, etc. After we’ve given something our all, there’s no reason to not let it go. Whenever I tell myself to move on from something, I think of that scene from the Buffy episode, Restless:

Xander: You gotta have something. Gotta be with movin' forward.
Buffy: Like a shark.
Xander: Like a shark with feet and…much less fins.
Spike: And on land.
Giles: Very good!

Very good indeed. Of course, it’s all much easier said than done. And as far as writing a book goes, you’re not exactly going to throw out the manuscript, but I’m personally trying to get better at filing away my notes, not doubting final edits I made, not pondering new revisions I could implement, and most importantly, I’m trying to get better at shifting my focus to the next book I want to write. Because why not? They say the best way to get over one book is to get under another one… err, it’s something like that. Sure, daydreaming about what might be is fun—I’ve spent my fair share of time imagining what it would be like to finally land that elusive book deal—but it’s not exactly the most productive use of time. Moving on to something new is not only a good distraction from that thing you can no longer do anything about, it could lead to something great. After all, the book I just finished was once upon a time my distraction from the book before it and I think it ended up being one of the best things I’ve ever written. If you find yourself dwelling on something while you wait for answers, throw away those sides. Something new and exciting awaits.

So, what about you? Do you obsess over things long after you’re in a position to do anything about them? Do you have a tried and true method to help you move on to something new?

we need to talk about subscription boxes

Hello blog readers! It’s been a hot minute and then some since I last blogged. My apologies. I promise you I’ve been very, very busy and it isn’t that I think we’re better off as acquaintances or anything. You’re still my BFFLs (blog friends for life with the plural s at the end). I’m hoping to have some exciting bookish things to share with you soon! But for now, today’s post is only bookish-adjacent. There is a loose connection—you’ll see. This post actually started as a social media post, but then it grew long and rambling (who me?), so here we are!

(Quick aside before I dive in: if you don’t already follow me on social media, please do! I’d love to interact with you across the interwebs! You can find my various social medias here: contact)

Pretty much 99% of the time, talking about our environmental impact feels like screaming into a vacuum, but anyone who knows me or follows me on social media is probably aware I do it anyway because I'm a Hufflepuff and I can't make myself stop caring, okay? First, a disclaimer: I rely on a meal kit delivery service a couple times a month to keep me from losing my busy mother/writer/editor/sentient-human-ever-loving mind (it’s that or takeout and I go for the kit), but I do so while continuously keeping a close eye on the environmental impact, choosing a Canadian company that sources locally, uses mostly recyclable or reusable packaging and will soon be launching reusable boxes too (I’m geeking out about that). There have also been studies done on the environmental impact of meal kit services specifically and there is evidence to suggest pre-portioned meal kits lead to less food waste, aren’t necessarily worse packaging-wise to groceries (unless you’re lucky enough to live close to a bulk market), etc., which is ultimately a good thing. There are pros. There are cons. Currently, I’m on the side of “yes, occasionally” to sustainably-conscious meal kits. I may change my mind about this yet.

But meal kits are hardly the only subscription service on the market and this is where my ramblings go from "wow this chick talks about the environment a lot" to "honey better step off with her unpopular opinion", but it's something I find I keep coming back to, so here we go: I hate mystery subscription boxes.

I mean, I get it. Who doesn't love a box with a question mark on it? These services tap into that age-old question: "Would you rather achieve world peace orrrrrr...find out what's inside this box with a question mark on it?!?" (The box! The box!) Yeah. The box. It’s the best, right? And who knows? It might somehow contain world peace AND a new scented candle for the bathroom. Admittedly, I don’t think these services are all bad—some of them are pretty cool (if waaaay overpriced for what they are). A murder mystery delivered to your door? Awesome. A beer of the month club? Cheese of the month club? Cereal of the month club? (Does that exist?) If you love those things—great! There’s very little waste involved, assuming the packaging is as sustainable as it can be. What I take issue with are those mystery boxes that are filled with loot or gear or swag or booty or whatever you wanna call it, and you don’t know what’s inside and you might like some of the products you receive, but you also might not—or some of it is stuff you might already own—and more importantly, there’s a good chance a lot of it is stuff you really don’t need. And yes, as tempting as I find the book subscription boxes, I’m going to lump those in here too. If you want to discover new books, go to your local library and ask your very cool librarian what’s up. With these boxes, it’s a lot of STUFF being produced, shipped, and kept (Marie Kondo, be afraid) without the buyer necessarily even wanting it and that leads to A LOT of waste.

Sad planet is sad.

Sad planet is sad.

Long story short, I don’t hate subscription boxes entirely (assuming people are being responsible about their packaging disposal and the deliveries are fully replacing items they’d otherwise buy at the store—items they need, or at least, will use/enjoy/appreciate). It’s the total EXTRA-ness of these mystery boxes that irks me. Again, I get it. Big question mark = big fun. But our world is drowning in single-use plastic and as western consumers, we’re a huge part of the problem. It’s nice when these boxes help someone discover a new product they might not otherwise discover, but where does it end? Well, there’s a good chance it ends with us buried under piles of products we tried, but “didn’t care for”. And not caring is kind of where this whole thing goes downhill.

So there you have it, BFFLs. Unpopular opinion stated. If you’re a mystery subscription box fan, please feel free to defend your stance here or by commenting on social media—I’m open to having my mind influenced! And if you’re a loot subscriber who does worry about the eco-impact, but just can’t get enough of the box, maybe consider these eco-friendly options to satisfy your craving or consider offsetting your impact with donations to environmental charities that will work to bring balance to the force :)

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happy 1st birthday to IT FALLS APART

Believe it or not, it’s been ONE YEAR since IT FALLS APART first made its debut. And what a year it’s been! All the thanks in the world to my lovely readers for taking the time to read, review, and recommend the story to fellow fiction-lovers. To celebrate, the e-book is currently 25% off over at Smashwords using the promo code RR77G at checkout. Please share the love by sharing this code with anyone you think might enjoy the read. And as always, you can order a paperback copy via Amazon. They make great gifts!

Thank you again, friends! I truly could not have made it here without you 💗

IT FALLS APART sale!

Hello friends! It’s been a while, I know. The Canadian in me apologizes. It’s been a very busy winter as I’ve been working away at building my freelance editing business, but I promise I do have exciting things on the horizon that I can’t wait to share with you all here on the blog! As for today, I just popped on to let you guys know that if you haven't had a chance to read IT FALLS APART yet, now is the time! The ebook is currently 50% off over at Smashwords’ Read an Ebook Week 2019. Please check it out here. And if you’d like to see some of the other awesome titles they have on sale this week, you can find them at the main sale homepage here. It’s a great time to fill your ereader with fantastic books!

Happy reading!


COVER REVEAL: BEFORE THE BROKEN STAR by Emily R. King

I can’t say enough wonderful things about my agentmate, Emily R. King. She’s a fantastic author and an absolutely lovely person. Oh, and she has a new series coming out—THE EVERMORE CHRONICLES. Oh, and the first book in the series, BEFORE THE BROKEN STAR, has a STUNNING new cover. ADD THIS BEAUT TO YOUR TBR PILE ASAP!

Before the Broken Star

Series: The Evermore Chronicles

Author: Emily R. King

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Publishing Date: June 1, 2019 Genres: YA Fantasy Goodreads

Preorder: Amazon

SYNOPSIS

Everley Donovan is living on borrowed time. The lone survivor of her family’s unexplained assassination, she was saved by an ingeniously crafted clockwork heart. But the time she was given won’t last forever. Now, every tick-tock reminds her how fragile her existence is and hastens her quest to expose Killian Markham, the navy admiral who shattered her world and left her for dead. But Everley’s hunt for justice will be a long and hard-won voyage. Her journey takes her to a penal colony on a cursed isle, where she will be married off and charged to build the new world. It is here, and beyond, that hidden realms hide, treasures are unearthed, her family secrets are buried, and young love will test the strength of her makeshift heart. When Everley discovers Markham may not be who he seems, her pursuit for truth is bound to his redemption, her tragic history, and her astonishing destiny.

Emily R. King

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Emily R. King is a reader of everything and a writer of fantasy. Born in Canada and raised in the USA, she has perfected the use of “eh” and “y’all” and uses both interchangeably. Shark advocate, consumer of gummy bears, and islander at heart, Emily’s greatest interests are her four children. She’s a member of the Society of Children’s Book Writers and Illustrators and an active participant in her local writers’ community. She lives in Northern Utah with her family and their cantankerous cat.

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a collection of stars

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Five years before I started work on my current WIP, THE BONE HARVEST, I wrote a short story called A COLLECTION OF STARS. My original reason for writing it was in response to a call for submissions for an anthology titled, Defy the Dark. My story didn’t make the cut, but I did receive a completely unexpected and heartfelt response from anthology editor and author-extraordinaire, Saundra Mitchell, that remains some of the most-meaningful praise I’ve ever received. She said:

“I loved this story. Really rich science fiction can be a rare thing in YA, and I think you did a beautiful job here. The world building is fantastic, the characters are strong. Your language is evocative—I really did think this story was great. I had to put it aside because not because of its flaws, but because I already had a ship-bound science fiction story in the anthology.

As an editor, that breaks my heart. As a sister author, it drives me absolutely crazy. So I wanted to drop you a note and let you know, this story is *great*, and you really, really must submit it elsewhere. There's a home for it out there, and it so deserves to be seen by the world. I wish you the best of luck, and I look forward to seeing more of your work in the future.”

Responses like this can be heartbreaking for an author. But it made me realize I wasn’t alone in feeling this story was special. It’s one of my favourite pieces of my own writing. Maybe I wrote it for that anthology, but that didn’t mean it couldn’t belong somewhere else. So, I did as Saundra suggested and submitted it to a few places, but the response was always the same: Thanks, but not what we’re looking for right now. So, eventually, I filed it away. And that was that.

That is, until I stumbled across it again one day and my writer brain started firing on all cylinders. I’d been carrying an idea for a YA sci-fi in the back of my mind for a while, but I could never seem to fully flesh out the plot. Re-reading this short story suddenly made everything click. And so, THE BONE HARVEST was born into a universe directly linked to A COLLECTION OF STARS.

As I said, I never did find a home for this short story, so I figure it’s time to give it a home right here. Because I really do love this little story about a teenager’s first night on-planet after living his entire life on a passenger spacecraft, and I hope you love it too.

Here’s a snippet from the text, which you can read in full at the link below.

A few feet ahead, Natalie is nothing but a silhouette in a pale sheath of fabric. She’s walking faster than me, her pace confident and sure. I jog to keep up, terrified of losing her in this creeping dark, but the unthinkable happens. I stumble, tripping over a section of rutted ground, and though I don’t fall, I lose enough balance to send the torch flying from my grasp. My reaction is like the victim of a landslide—panicked, desperate and ultimately incapable. The torch lands in a puddle of muck that extinguishes the flame on contact.

“Dammit,” I hiss, the word a crumbling pillar. I crouch to the ground as though I can somehow retrieve the lost light, but every last ember has gone out.

My world is black and cloying. I’m choking on claustrophobic thoughts, my lungs filling with muggy air and this terrible thing called night. My breath hastens as I open my eyes wide, but I can’t see a damn thing and it makes me miss the stars. It terrifies me.

Please click here to check out A COLLECTION OF STARS in its entirety.

covermaker, covermaker, make me a cover

It's hard to believe it's been nearly three weeks since IT FALLS APART made its debut in the e-book/paperback world. Thank you so much to everyone who has purchased, read, reviewed, recommended, or gifted my book. Your support means so much to me. 

Today, I have another fun little look at what went into publishing IT FALLS APART, specifically with regards to the cover art. I don't know about you, but I love a good book cover, and I'm also a big fan of deleted scenes, alternate endings, and seeing things that almost were. Some people will tell you that once you land on a cover image, you shouldn't bother sharing what might have been for fear that people might like that version better, but I think people are going to have different tastes no matter what you do, so you might as well have some fun along the way, and I found the process of designing cover options for the novel to be a lot of fun. 

When I set out to find a cover image for the Radish pre-release, I wanted something that would stand out without text (Radish doesn't allow covers with text), so I went with the heavily iconic image of two hands barely hanging on because to me, that was really representative of not only Harper and Luke's story (wanting to be together despite the forces keeping them apart) as well as Harper and Chloe's story (two best friends trying to hang on to their friendship despite some major obstacles). It was fitting, and I still like the drama of that image, but when it came time to create the cover for the e-book, I knew I wanted something new, something fresh, and something that very clearly said, "THIS IS A FUN, SEXY, FLIRTY YA ROMANCE". I think I accomplished that with the final cover (which you can see below), but as I said above, I did have some fun along the way; click through the below gallery to see some of the cover options I explored (some are watermarked as these are only mock-ups) on my journey to that final cover, including titled versions of both covers that made it to Radish:

 
 

When all was said and done, the photograph I chose to use was one by Thai photographer, Tirachard Kumtanom, whose work is fun, fresh, and just lovely. Here is the full image I used for the final cover of IT FALLS APART. I love the flirty, youthful vibe conveyed by the white bedsheets, sunlit background, and playful pose of the model. To me, it perfectly captures the way Luke makes Harper feel--carefree and in love despite the world falling apart around her. 

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And here, of course, is the final cover:

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the not-so-lost prologue

IT FALLS APART has been out in the world in e-book and print formats for just over a week now. Thank you so much--SO MUCH--to everyone who has ordered a copy and/or left a review. You have literally helped to make my dream of having a book out in the world come true. I can't tell you how much that means to me. If you haven't had a chance to leave a review you, Amazon.com specifically could really use some love. If you've reviewed somewhere else, it's easy to just copy and paste your same review to other sites, including Goodreads. THANK YOU!

I have a few things I want to share with you on the blog in the coming weeks--some fun little bonus items. Maybe even a deleted scene or two? Actually, today's offering is something of a deleted scene, only it's not exactly a scene. Rather, it's the original prologue, and if it sounds familiar, it's because after I decided to scrap it, I then used it as the basis for my book trailer (and here you all thought I just write really compelling book trailer scripts!).

In its final form, the novel starts with an e-mail from Harper to Chloe, written right after they've said goodbye. That's something that came to feel like the right place to start the story after a few rounds of revisions, but before that, there was this:

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IT FALLS APART - ORIGINAL PROLOGUE
We’re moving.
Two words no one wants to hear halfway through their senior year of high school. Moving is social reincarnation. A life-altering shove out of the nest, and into the unknown.
New town. New school. New peers. The grief of leaving everything you know and love behind. The broken fence post that gave you that scar. The treehouse in the backyard, once a castle. There’s a reason relocating is the start of so many stories. Having to fumble your way through a new reality when your life’s unwittingly been turned upside-down? It hits you right in the gut. Like the first time you see your parents as helpless and realize the world isn’t some safe, unyielding bubble. The bubble moves.
Sometimes it pops.
I know because it happened to me—only I wasn’t the one who left. Halfway through senior year, my best friend moved away, leaving me to collect the shattered pieces in her wake.

And in case you missed it, or feel compelled to view it again in all its staggering beauty, here is the book trailer for IT FALLS APART, featuring an edited version of the above:

IT FALLS APART release day is here!

IT FALLS APART if officially out in the world in e-book and print formats! Thank you so much to everyone who pre-ordered and who's taken the time to leave a review. I can't possibly tell you how much it means to have friends and family support me in making this lifelong dream a reality. 

If you haven't yet ordered your copy of IT FALLS APART, there's no time like the present! The e-book is available through all of the most common retailers, but please note the print edition is exclusively available through Amazon:

Amazon.com
Amazon.ca
Barnes & Noble
Chapters-Indigo
Kobo US
Kobo CAN

If you've read the book already, please consider leaving a short review on Amazon or rate it on Goodreads. I would appreciate it SO MUCH <3

Happy reading!

 

IT FALLS APART book trailer

It’s the book trailer that has critics saying, “Might’ve been cute if a kid had made it” and “You can get a pretty decent USB mic on Amazon these days. Maybe do that next time.”

With all the production value of a high school English project, I present to you, the 100% homemade, zero budget book trailer for IT FALLS APART. Enjoy :) 

IT FALLS APART e-book cover reveal!

 

Are you ready for it?

I'm thrilled to share with you the shiny, new e-book cover for IT FALLS APART

 
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I hope you love it as much as I do! We have just over a month to go before the e-book launch of IT FALLS APART and I can't wait for the entire novel to be bundled up in one fun, flirty, little package :) 

If you haven't already, please find me on social media (I'm now on Instagram @authorkatpaws), and/or sign up for email updates (in the sidebar -->) to keep up with the latest, and stay in the loop on when the e-book edition of IT FALLS APART hits Amazon for pre-order. I'm hoping anyone who's read the book already (or even just checked it out) will consider leaving a review at that time since, good or bad, reviews are worth their weight in gold to indie authors and it would mean SO MUCH to me.

That's all for today! I'll be posting more fun, e-book-related news in the coming weeks, but in the meantime, I'd love to hear what you think of that shiny, new cover! Come @ me with your reactions! 


IT FALLS APART

By: Kate Pawson Studer
E-book release date: June 28, 2018
Publisher: Kindle Direct Publishing

About the Book

There’s no one more tempting than the person you’re not supposed to touch…

When Harper Donnelly’s best friend, Chloe, moves out-of-state halfway through their senior year, she figures things can’t get much worse. But then Nan, her grandmother and sole guardian, falls ill, throwing Harper’s life into chaos. Hoping to lighten Nan’s burden, Harper dives headfirst into helping with the family business, shuttling tourists from the airport. The job itself is easy enough, except it brings her into regular contact with Chloe’s ex-boyfriend, Luke, who's been kinda broody since Chloe left—and kinda gorgeous since forever.

Harper has never been particularly fond of Luke, but with Chloe gone, she starts noticing a different side to him, one that makes her pulse race, and soon their stumbled-upon friendship evolves into something far more intense. Keeping their relationship a secret isn’t so hard—it’s even kind of exciting—until Chloe unexpectedly returns for the summer, leaving Harper torn between the guy she’s definitely falling for, and the best friend she swore she’d never betray.

 

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Hello again! Two blogs in a row? What is this, Disneyland? No, it's not. And no, that didn't make much sense, so let's move on. As I mentioned at the end of yesterday's exciting announcement about the release date for the e-book of IT FALLS APART (June 28th) and the shiny, new cover coming on May 21st (have you signed up for email updates yet? --->), today I'm going to treat you to a little taste of how things appeared in my mind's eye as I wrote IT FALLS APART. Often, when I start a new story, I have a very rough idea of what I want my characters to look like. Sometimes they're based on specific actors or fictional characters while other times they're closer to some composite of elements I've formed in my brain. Sometimes they're a little fuzzier and less well-defined, but start to take shape as I write, leading me to later identify them with someone in particular. In the case of IT FALLS APART, I had a pretty clear idea of what one particular character looked like, but the others were more in that fuzzy zone, where I had a rough idea, but not a specific person in mind. So to help me with the process, I started to look for images that might help me fully flesh out the characters and settings in the book, so I could turn to them whenever I wanted to get a strong visual.

When it comes to "casting" characters in my books, I tend to avoid really mainstream blockbuster actors and actresses who've already made too strong an impression on me, especially if they're already in big YA franchises that have left them as someone very specific in my head. In other words, as lovely as she is, it's unlikely any of my protagonists will ever be the spitting image of J-Law. That said, there are times when someone is just the right match, and as long as my brain can make the connection without seeing the a-lister as someone else, they end up being a good fit. 

So, how do I (roughly) picture Harper, Luke, Chloe, and Meera? Let's take a look:

Alicia von Rittberg as Harper Donnelly

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Honestly, I don't know much about Alicia von Rittberg. I just know that when I saw some pictures of her, I said, "That's what Harper looks like, except Harper has darker hair." Sometimes casting my main protagonist is hardest because she's the most like me of all the characters, and I want my readers to be able to identify with her too. I often don't include detailed physical descriptions in any of my books because I really do like my readers to be able to picture the characters however they want to. I'll give little hints about hair color or length, but if the reader wants to picture Harper as a different ethnicity, I want them to be able to do that without too much trouble. It's hard. I know some people like a lot of physical description so they can really picture the characters as I do, but I suppose this post is for them! This is Harper to me. A pretty girl-next-door. Casual, confident, and beautiful, without looking too-unrealistically-Hollywood gorgeous.

Jeremy Irvine as Luke Coleman

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Of course, Luke has to be a babe. But he also has to capture that boy-next-door quality too. Casting the heroes in my books is also often a challenge because again, I want someone who is definitely hot enough to be a supermodel, but doesn't look like he was born to walk the runway. Jeremy Irvine captures the Luke look to me. Very cute, gorgeous lips, but you could still picture him working in the barn at the inn. Not a "pretty boy", though he is very pretty to look at. I think Harper would more than approve :)

Tanvi Ganesh Lonkar as Meera Chabra

 
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With Hollywood still coming up short with regards to casting diversity, there isn't exactly a large selection of young, Indian actresses to consider when it comes to casting someone like Meera. Hopefully one day there will be a significantly larger pool of Indian actresses to consider, but I did do some research into Bollywood films to see if I could find someone who fit the image of Meera I had in my head. In the end, nobody quite clicked until I found Tanvi Ganesh Lonkar, who actually is of Hollywood ilk, playing in Slumdog Millionaire. As soon as I saw Tanvi, I knew she was Meera, right down to her mostly sweet, but a little bit sassy smile.

Chloë Grace Moretz as Chloe Pascal

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Chloë is Chloe. She's always been Chloe. She's the reason Chloe was named Chloe. I think CGM is a very cool young woman (having loved her since Kick-Ass) and I think my Chloe is a very cool young woman too. Yes, in a story where we're rooting for Harper and Luke, there may be an underlying desire to see Chloe as the enemy, but really, she's not. She's Harper's BFF for a reason. She's sweet and funny with a big heart. It would have been easy to write her as a bad person, or someone Harper could easily have a falling out with to pave the way for her and Luke hooking up, but no. Whether it's Harper and Chloe or Harper and Meera, strong female friendships were an important component of IT FALLS APART as I set out to write and I hope Chloe comes across as lovely and likable even if she is a pretty big obstacle for Harper and Luke.

So, that's it for casting. I almost never bother to cast the adult characters in my books (Nan is every awesome grandma you've ever met all rolled into one), and I haven't yet taken the time to cast side characters like Yuvin, Carter, Lewis, or Eden. I have images of them in my mind, but they're still in that fuzzy state. And like I said, I really do like my readers to be able to imagine the characters for themselves. In fact, if you've been picturing them a certain way, I'd love to hear about it in the comments!

Before I sign off on this post, I'll share a few more bonus images with you, which I also had saved in my inspiration folder for IT FALLS APART:

The main house at the Coleman Country Inn

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A guest cabin at The Coleman Country Inn

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Harper and Nan's cottage-like home

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Berne Harbor, based on Bar Harbor, Maine

I've never been to Bar Harbor (or Maine for that matter--YET), but I based the fictional town of Berne Harbor on it because it perfectly captures everything I wanted Harper's touristy hometown to be.

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Harper's prom dress

I'd love to include Meera's prom dress too, but that one was 100% from my brain and I'm yet to stumble across an image that captures it. 

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